Friday, September 19, 2008

lately

My body is sick.
My heart hurts.
Everything aches.
It's already mid of September.
Tick tock tick tock.
My head feels like it's going to explode.

There's a wheeze accompanying every exhalation.
I just want to crawl into bed and die.
I have a selection of fantasies, from which I choose one every night as a gateway into sleep. Those fantasies used to be technicolor films - travel, wealth, adventure.
Nowadays I dream of sepia tinged homicide, infanticide, suicide, and sometimes, Venice.

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