he giggles!

so we are back in brunei again. yeay!! i can say that i missed this place very much. it used to be my personal fav place since last year. this place might have nothing much to offer, but in some ways it is the place if you want an easy life. there is no traffic light, no trffic jams, no toll (except to enter Miri), no crime, no mamak , no hawker stalls, no shopping malls, and so many other nos.

it was hard for me to adapt to this place at the first place. but after a while, i think i like this place. i have friends from all over the world because the people i made friends here with are the expatriates. when we go out for a drink, it will be covered by the association. same goes for spa treatments, painting class, tennis class, golf lesson, yoga class and mini vacations.that is how special a spouse can be over here! it can be said that the cost of living is much more higher than KL. but i can save money because the only place we can splurge it is in Miri. there were times when i get so boring i'll drive down to Miri.

but not anymore. because now i am occupied with this lil one! its hard for me to get active. drive down to miri? not anymore!! hahahahaaa. being a first time mother at the same time a homemaker, its not easy at all. kalau kat KL masak memasak and kerja rumah mmg dah tak fikir sbb mak ada. but overhere, its me by myself. i need to do it all by myself. mmgla mr hubs ckp tak masak pun takpe. but being me, yg tak pandai masak tp dah terbiasa masak for him, rasa mcm kelakar pulak kalau tak masak. lgpun kesian dia keluar kerja penat2 then balik nak keluar makan lagi. well hubby, i try my best. but remember, our baby is the first priority. if he's cranky enuff not giving me space and time to do the chores, pls do not expect food being served on the table. ok? hehe. but last night i was stunned enuff to see my hubs helping me to wash the dishes after dinner since i get to hold budak kecik. hehe. good attempt to prove that he is not as bad as other lelaki pantai timur.

so apa buat hari2 macha? i tell you i am super busy! sape ckp housewife tak busy?? you can go to hell. like seriously.
kalau pergi kerja you can mengular. but kalau you are a homemake, theres no such thing. sometimes you may get depressed too. yelah kalau pegi keje bole bercerita ttg tekanan anda pada kawan-kawan. but if you are a homemaker, pada suami jugakla kalau nak mengadu. yelah, nak mengadu kat sape lagi oii. so to all husbands out there, pls make time to listen to your wives! they need someone to talk to. remember, she was once drove you crazy.

so this is ammar hafiy turning 2 months old. :)




i am so proud of him. but deep in my heart i am so sad that he grows so fast. dear hubs, i think you might not wanna miss this growing moments of our son. its just too fast! sooner he will leave us for college. later, leave us to get married. oh nooo i dont wanna think bout that.